昨天,一个很多事的一天
一个我自讨苦吃的故事,再一个别人的故事,
现在的我无法说他是自讨苦吃,毕竟他是我的亲人
原本一整天都在烦我自讨苦吃的事时,
直到傍晚回家途中接到了一个电话,
电话里是我想念已久的声音,
一个会让我很挂念,很想依赖,很尊重,很爱很爱,
同时在我生命中扮演很重要角色的男人!
起初说了一堆废话, 到最后才知道原来他的电话钱太多,
要过期了才一直在讲没有point的话题.
真是伤透我的心啊!
他就是有这种让人又爱又恨的个性!
就在短短的20分钟, 我被告知了一个恐怖的消息
一个我连想也没有想过的事情, 任谁听了都会下一跳的事
竟然发生在我的家, 正确来说, 也不完全是我家啦!
看着大家除了伤心和叹息外, 似乎什么也做不了.
只能看着一切, 任人摆布, 呼之则来, 挥之则去
只能期待着奇迹的发生, 毕竟这一切实在是太快了
心里只能乞求时间不要那么快过, 结论不要那么快出来
努力的寻找从前的回忆, 在一起的时光, 多么单纯
当时小小的争吵对于现在来说, 已变成了仅存的回忆
一声招呼, 一个笑容, 一起玩耍, 简单的聊天
慢慢地构起回忆的拼图, 放在脑海里似乎都嫌不够
后悔当初大家都没有珍惜在一起的时光
现在的我们, 都在嫌时间不够, 这一切太突然, 完全没有思考的余地
忽然觉得自己很无能, 什么都做不了
还说是读法律, 却忘了其实法律也不是真正的公平
那只是一个大家置身事外, 以旁观者的身份来断定的讨论结果
虽说不认为马来西亚的法律是公平的, 也不想给与太偏激的评语,
但是, 我发现在马来西亚, 下等人就是会被普通琐碎的法律吓到,
中等的人无视法律, 因为他们略懂法律, 不会被欺负, 执行者也不屑与中等阶级打交道,
再来时中上的人, 他们较遵守法律, 因为法律是他们的约束,
他们没有上等人来的厉害, 也没法像中等人无视法律,因为他们往往是高级执行者打压的一群,
政府靠他们赚钱, 所以用法律约束他们,
上等人不用说, 电话在手, 万事无忧, 关系可是打得乱
最后, 想对这故事的人说,
对不起, 我帮不到你
谢谢你, 在我生命中出现过
怀念你, 以我仅有的记忆
祝福你, 可以有着奇迹
如果一切可以从来, 珍惜自己, 珍惜家人, 珍惜生命
Showing posts with label To whom it may concern. Show all posts
Showing posts with label To whom it may concern. Show all posts
Tuesday, 23 June 2009
Saturday, 16 May 2009
Still, I couldnt come over it..
I've finally go thru some photos dat someone told me long ago...
Yeah.. How shud I say..
Thou at first, I did... thinking of stand on which side..
but no.. it's concluded as a stand of my side..
From a point of view of mine..
How shud d line being draw?
S a normal fren? A gurl? or...
How shud I accept d fact tat?
Me.. Nt d first time.. being ignored..
as in.. nt being told.. when u seems to hav told me how important m I?
or mayb juz I've thot too much of dat?
or jz a looked too highly on myself?
Nah.. I shud actually tel myself
hrm.. nt d first time dat similar incidents happened?
Or perhaps, one may nt wish to tel?
then, my question will be a..
why?
worry that u might be blamed?
worry that u might be stopped?
nvr even thot of telling anyone?
or maybe.. even u urself think dat it's wrong n it's hurtful..
or somehow.. it may spoil ur image?
Im sick of knowing it..
knowing more of d fact may just equals to addin salt on d wound..
so, wats d point??
Since it happened, n since it happened so openly..
I shall assume dat u wan a answer from everyone,
perhaps jz a vry simple, u did it correctly or wrong,
or maybe u dont fuckin care abt wat ppl thk.
It's alright.. Heck care wat u thk?
It's my blog.. It's my conclusion here..
Until d day I reli can put down everything,
including the disappointment and the wounds that wil definitely leaving me scars,
we shall only then meet up..
* Frm d very beginning Im nt standin on any side, I'll jz take watever as it is.. If u cnt take it, dont agree to it.. Its very irritating where u guys, knowing dat's a bloody mistake in d beginning, still put urself into it and god damn blaming on duno wat shit when u failed to get wat u expected.. To me, U cant sue sum1 for raping u when u've consented to it! Dun fuckin regret when u realised dat he's nt dat handsome s u thot!
* Frm now on, stop mentionin anything abt dis, stop showing me anything related to it, stop discussing abt it.. block me if u wan.. I wouldnt mind. I dun wish to see or know anything related to dis rubbish matter..
Yeah.. How shud I say..
Thou at first, I did... thinking of stand on which side..
but no.. it's concluded as a stand of my side..
From a point of view of mine..
How shud d line being draw?
S a normal fren? A gurl? or...
How shud I accept d fact tat?
Me.. Nt d first time.. being ignored..
as in.. nt being told.. when u seems to hav told me how important m I?
or mayb juz I've thot too much of dat?
or jz a looked too highly on myself?
Nah.. I shud actually tel myself
hrm.. nt d first time dat similar incidents happened?
Or perhaps, one may nt wish to tel?
then, my question will be a..
why?
worry that u might be blamed?
worry that u might be stopped?
nvr even thot of telling anyone?
or maybe.. even u urself think dat it's wrong n it's hurtful..
or somehow.. it may spoil ur image?
Im sick of knowing it..
knowing more of d fact may just equals to addin salt on d wound..
so, wats d point??
Since it happened, n since it happened so openly..
I shall assume dat u wan a answer from everyone,
perhaps jz a vry simple, u did it correctly or wrong,
or maybe u dont fuckin care abt wat ppl thk.
It's alright.. Heck care wat u thk?
It's my blog.. It's my conclusion here..
Until d day I reli can put down everything,
including the disappointment and the wounds that wil definitely leaving me scars,
we shall only then meet up..
* Frm d very beginning Im nt standin on any side, I'll jz take watever as it is.. If u cnt take it, dont agree to it.. Its very irritating where u guys, knowing dat's a bloody mistake in d beginning, still put urself into it and god damn blaming on duno wat shit when u failed to get wat u expected.. To me, U cant sue sum1 for raping u when u've consented to it! Dun fuckin regret when u realised dat he's nt dat handsome s u thot!
* Frm now on, stop mentionin anything abt dis, stop showing me anything related to it, stop discussing abt it.. block me if u wan.. I wouldnt mind. I dun wish to see or know anything related to dis rubbish matter..
Tuesday, 28 April 2009
不想承认的明白
嗯, 不知为何
这一次, 也是唯一一次我忽然觉得,
好像可以明白一点点你的感受
当我看到了那些xx的时候
本来还不知道你在说什么,
原本很纳闷为何你下午说话怪怪的, 还有点淡淡的不爽
刚刚才看到了也许你当时看到的东西, 才知道
感觉上,可以明白你现在的"不稳定"
之前总是不想附和你, 原因也让你知道了
这一次的我, 也没想到自己竟然也有一点点地明白你的感受
很不想去承认, 但, 还是想让你知道
也许你会认为我不懂, 不了解事情的全部
我不想, 也不希望去批评或站在任何一方
以前也许不是, 但现在是, 以后我希望是
如果有需要, 找我吧!
我们再去吹吹风!
这一次, 也是唯一一次我忽然觉得,
好像可以明白一点点你的感受
当我看到了那些xx的时候
本来还不知道你在说什么,
原本很纳闷为何你下午说话怪怪的, 还有点淡淡的不爽
刚刚才看到了也许你当时看到的东西, 才知道
感觉上,可以明白你现在的"不稳定"
之前总是不想附和你, 原因也让你知道了
这一次的我, 也没想到自己竟然也有一点点地明白你的感受
很不想去承认, 但, 还是想让你知道
也许你会认为我不懂, 不了解事情的全部
我不想, 也不希望去批评或站在任何一方
以前也许不是, 但现在是, 以后我希望是
如果有需要, 找我吧!
我们再去吹吹风!
Sunday, 26 April 2009
没意思
就没什么特别,
这一整晚都很想在这里留几个字,
但, 都不知道要怎么写, 写什么
我一整夜没睡, 原因是玩游戏
哈哈
认识我的人都会觉得奇怪吧
我很不爱玩游戏,电脑游戏
总觉得它很笨,很幼稚,
当然最重要的是, 自己不怎么会玩这种东西,
也别说去研究怎么玩
现在是早上8点, 我醒了20个小时,
就如我前一夜睡了20个小时一样,
很好,平均嘛!
忽然觉得很闷, 要是在KL的我,
就不会有这样的感觉, 至少, 我永远都会有一个和我差不多空闲的百家女,
黄小姐! 哈哈...
很搞笑的称呼!!
对了,怎么都没人问起我和黄小姐的Facebook的变化啊?
唉,真的如我所预料,我的朋友不就是太了解我,否则就是不太想理我
悲...
桌上的咖啡从我清醒之后就摆放到现在
只加糖的咖啡
我,
不可自拔地爱上了它的香味,
没有牛奶混浊的淳朴黑色,
是我特爱它的原因
对我来说,
它很珍贵,
它不会在你们常去的咖啡店被找到,
当然也不难在你们熟悉的地方被找到
是的,它就是一杯很简单的Kopi O。
别告诉我StarBucks咖啡多好喝,我不稀罕
我就是爱这一杯不怎么起眼的Kopi O
我,
崇拜自然,
不扭捏,没有迁就和改变,
就是原原本本的自己,
人不就是生不带来,死不带去
生是如此,死也如此
人生嘛,短短的几十年,改变的了多少
我了解,人就是这样,贪心,倔强,
明明知道自己无法改变一个人,却是爱往那硬墙壁给撞过去
总是要撞个头破血流,需要急救时才知道那墙有多硬
也许,这就是冥冥之中注定的
注定一些人不会再你的世界逗留很久,尽管你再三要求
注定一些人就是你的一辈子,无论你有多么地不愿意
注定一些人就会跟随你一辈子,即使你不珍惜
注定一些人就会连累你一辈子,不管你帮不帮得了他们
既然是这样,是福还是祸,是祸躲不过
我们就接受点,勇敢去面对,诚实去面对,珍惜身边的人
这一整晚都很想在这里留几个字,
但, 都不知道要怎么写, 写什么
我一整夜没睡, 原因是玩游戏
哈哈
认识我的人都会觉得奇怪吧
我很不爱玩游戏,电脑游戏
总觉得它很笨,很幼稚,
当然最重要的是, 自己不怎么会玩这种东西,
也别说去研究怎么玩
现在是早上8点, 我醒了20个小时,
就如我前一夜睡了20个小时一样,
很好,平均嘛!
忽然觉得很闷, 要是在KL的我,
就不会有这样的感觉, 至少, 我永远都会有一个和我差不多空闲的百家女,
黄小姐! 哈哈...
很搞笑的称呼!!
对了,怎么都没人问起我和黄小姐的Facebook的变化啊?
唉,真的如我所预料,我的朋友不就是太了解我,否则就是不太想理我
悲...
桌上的咖啡从我清醒之后就摆放到现在
只加糖的咖啡
我,
不可自拔地爱上了它的香味,
没有牛奶混浊的淳朴黑色,
是我特爱它的原因
对我来说,
它很珍贵,
它不会在你们常去的咖啡店被找到,
当然也不难在你们熟悉的地方被找到
是的,它就是一杯很简单的Kopi O。
别告诉我StarBucks咖啡多好喝,我不稀罕
我就是爱这一杯不怎么起眼的Kopi O
我,
崇拜自然,
不扭捏,没有迁就和改变,
就是原原本本的自己,
人不就是生不带来,死不带去
生是如此,死也如此
人生嘛,短短的几十年,改变的了多少
我了解,人就是这样,贪心,倔强,
明明知道自己无法改变一个人,却是爱往那硬墙壁给撞过去
总是要撞个头破血流,需要急救时才知道那墙有多硬
也许,这就是冥冥之中注定的
注定一些人不会再你的世界逗留很久,尽管你再三要求
注定一些人就是你的一辈子,无论你有多么地不愿意
注定一些人就会跟随你一辈子,即使你不珍惜
注定一些人就会连累你一辈子,不管你帮不帮得了他们
既然是这样,是福还是祸,是祸躲不过
我们就接受点,勇敢去面对,诚实去面对,珍惜身边的人
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
谢谢你,我的朋友
朋友,
一个在我生命里,不可缺少的元素
没有它,我不快乐
它不仅仅占了我人生的大部分,
也影响了我做人的态度
我不缺朋友,真的
我很庆幸,
在中学时期认识了很多在我目前的人生中扮演着重要角色的朋友
聊心事的,陪伴我的,讲废话的,一起腐烂的,一起努力为未来冲刺的朋友们
没有了你们,我想,我就不是现在的我了吧
你们就像是我身上的灵魂,
是不可缺少的。
刚结束了和一个很重要的好朋友的聊天,
忽然很想写些东西给她
说实在,我真的觉得自己很幸运可以认识到你这么好的好朋友..
对不起,我知道有时候自己的固执与逞强,让你不开心..
我绝对不是不信任你,而选择不告诉你...
我只是不习惯,不习惯分享,也忘了怎么分享心事...
尤其是当我们都长大了,我真的遇到,也学会很多事情...
我也希望问题真如你所说的那么容易解决,
我有时候真的很羡慕你,你感觉上就很放得开,好轻松...
我也很希望我能想你一样放得开,但,谈何容易...
不过,我真的很开心你每次都会听我诉说着没头没尾的烦恼,
总是很有耐性地去聆听,
真的服了你,什么都不知道也可以很适当地安慰人...
有你的!够傻,我喜欢!
谢谢你,真的!
*朋友们,对我来说,最好的安慰,就是当回你自己,尽情地搞笑,玩乐吧!*
劳动节我回来,喝酒去喽!要来便来吧!
名额有限,快报名吧!只剩下1个车位了!
因为,其它的位子都被 “腐烂帮” 定了
自动预定名单有:腐烂之王- 9 goh aka 大佬 aka KarMun, 腐烂之后- 女人 aka Hsiang Yin aka Lavender, 腐烂之始(始作俑者的始) - Lim Casswen aka 傻彪 aka 这篇文章的女主角(谢咯), 当然还有本人-腐烂之尊。 另外,腐烂之司,黄瑞雯不缺定,但位子只会在最后一天开放。
(以上腐烂之VVIP皆因出席率好到爆而自动纳入腐烂门下,
特权有:最后一分钟出席都会有专车载送都家,只要不拒绝都当自动参与派对,绝对保证安全无色狼除非自己要求保护解除..XD,照片多多等等...)
*quote from 腐烂之王- 9 goh,
" Let's sei pek lan pek, pek dou chi ma gan"
Thank you 9 goh for your outstanding quotation.. :)
如反应异常热烈,到时再定交通,欢迎各路腐烂人士
一个在我生命里,不可缺少的元素
没有它,我不快乐
它不仅仅占了我人生的大部分,
也影响了我做人的态度
我不缺朋友,真的
我很庆幸,
在中学时期认识了很多在我目前的人生中扮演着重要角色的朋友
聊心事的,陪伴我的,讲废话的,一起腐烂的,一起努力为未来冲刺的朋友们
没有了你们,我想,我就不是现在的我了吧
你们就像是我身上的灵魂,
是不可缺少的。
刚结束了和一个很重要的好朋友的聊天,
忽然很想写些东西给她
说实在,我真的觉得自己很幸运可以认识到你这么好的好朋友..
对不起,我知道有时候自己的固执与逞强,让你不开心..
我绝对不是不信任你,而选择不告诉你...
我只是不习惯,不习惯分享,也忘了怎么分享心事...
尤其是当我们都长大了,我真的遇到,也学会很多事情...
我也希望问题真如你所说的那么容易解决,
我有时候真的很羡慕你,你感觉上就很放得开,好轻松...
我也很希望我能想你一样放得开,但,谈何容易...
不过,我真的很开心你每次都会听我诉说着没头没尾的烦恼,
总是很有耐性地去聆听,
真的服了你,什么都不知道也可以很适当地安慰人...
有你的!够傻,我喜欢!
谢谢你,真的!
*朋友们,对我来说,最好的安慰,就是当回你自己,尽情地搞笑,玩乐吧!*
劳动节我回来,喝酒去喽!要来便来吧!
名额有限,快报名吧!只剩下1个车位了!
因为,其它的位子都被 “腐烂帮” 定了
自动预定名单有:腐烂之王- 9 goh aka 大佬 aka KarMun, 腐烂之后- 女人 aka Hsiang Yin aka Lavender, 腐烂之始(始作俑者的始) - Lim Casswen aka 傻彪 aka 这篇文章的女主角(谢咯), 当然还有本人-腐烂之尊。 另外,腐烂之司,黄瑞雯不缺定,但位子只会在最后一天开放。
(以上腐烂之VVIP皆因出席率好到爆而自动纳入腐烂门下,
特权有:最后一分钟出席都会有专车载送都家,只要不拒绝都当自动参与派对,绝对保证安全无色狼除非自己要求保护解除..XD,照片多多等等...)
*quote from 腐烂之王- 9 goh,
" Let's sei pek lan pek, pek dou chi ma gan"
Thank you 9 goh for your outstanding quotation.. :)
如反应异常热烈,到时再定交通,欢迎各路腐烂人士
Sunday, 12 April 2009
Saturday, 11 April 2009
不好
每当我和一些人在msn 聊天时,
免不了的问题总是:
你好吗?
我在心情好的时候会说:
死不了
心情普通时会说:
还可以
心情不好的时候会说:
好
原因:
心情不好时,我已经不想和这些‘普通朋友’无聊
通常会问类似问题的朋友都和我不熟,
熟的人会问:‘死了没?’ 或 我不等他们问,就已经向他们诉苦了
最近的我,不好
考试的压力,还没让我喘不过气
而是其它的琐碎事
我很烦
是烦到只要一闭上眼睛,思绪就开始乱窜
没有闭上眼睛两个小时以上,我是无法入睡的
除非,我白天做了激烈运动,如:在游乐园玩了一整天
好不容易睡了,就会做梦
往往醒来后,还是会有碎碎的记忆
我曾经看过一些调查,
记得梦的内容是不好的,因你的大脑没有休息到而影响睡眠的品质
更何况,我睡觉时 ,夜里还是会醒个一两次
早上醒来对我来说是个折磨,很累
做梦做得很累
但,早上起来的我,总是很欣慰
庆幸自己可以睡着,可以醒来 (感谢上帝)
是时候了
我,长大了,
有些事情总是要改变的
有些决定总是要确实的
有些原则总是要打破的
有些人,是要放弃的,不要执著,没用的
谎言,听多了,是会腻的
人不是死物,会思考,会琢磨,会报复,那是人
别以为你控制得了任何人,那是你还没看清楚他们的真实
想太多只会模糊了自己的实力,高估了自己的能力
免不了的问题总是:
你好吗?
我在心情好的时候会说:
死不了
心情普通时会说:
还可以
心情不好的时候会说:
好
原因:
心情不好时,我已经不想和这些‘普通朋友’无聊
通常会问类似问题的朋友都和我不熟,
熟的人会问:‘死了没?’ 或 我不等他们问,就已经向他们诉苦了
最近的我,不好
考试的压力,还没让我喘不过气
而是其它的琐碎事
我很烦
是烦到只要一闭上眼睛,思绪就开始乱窜
没有闭上眼睛两个小时以上,我是无法入睡的
除非,我白天做了激烈运动,如:在游乐园玩了一整天
好不容易睡了,就会做梦
往往醒来后,还是会有碎碎的记忆
我曾经看过一些调查,
记得梦的内容是不好的,因你的大脑没有休息到而影响睡眠的品质
更何况,我睡觉时 ,夜里还是会醒个一两次
早上醒来对我来说是个折磨,很累
做梦做得很累
但,早上起来的我,总是很欣慰
庆幸自己可以睡着,可以醒来 (感谢上帝)
是时候了
我,长大了,
有些事情总是要改变的
有些决定总是要确实的
有些原则总是要打破的
有些人,是要放弃的,不要执著,没用的
谎言,听多了,是会腻的
人不是死物,会思考,会琢磨,会报复,那是人
别以为你控制得了任何人,那是你还没看清楚他们的真实
想太多只会模糊了自己的实力,高估了自己的能力
Thursday, 26 March 2009
Sunday, 1 March 2009
致,正在挣扎中的朋友
致,
正在挣扎中的朋友
如果你还在挣扎着是否要继续的喜欢他/她,
想想,有可能会有结果吗?
爱得那么苦,值得吗?
伤害的不止是自己,你身边的人呢?
你............ 有想过吗?
你有留意身边的朋友为你的操心吗?
就算让你们在一起又如何?
得到了短暂的开心,你可以确定这是一辈子的吗?
如果没有,是不是又要再继续挣扎呢?
为了什么?
伤害了又再被伤害吗?
你宁愿选择被同一个人伤害两次也不愿给自己一个新的开始,新的机会?
问问自己...
我是不是很笨?.....
正在挣扎中的朋友
如果你还在挣扎着是否要继续的喜欢他/她,
想想,有可能会有结果吗?
爱得那么苦,值得吗?
伤害的不止是自己,你身边的人呢?
你............ 有想过吗?
你有留意身边的朋友为你的操心吗?
就算让你们在一起又如何?
得到了短暂的开心,你可以确定这是一辈子的吗?
如果没有,是不是又要再继续挣扎呢?
为了什么?
伤害了又再被伤害吗?
你宁愿选择被同一个人伤害两次也不愿给自己一个新的开始,新的机会?
问问自己...
我是不是很笨?.....
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
休假半日
忽然想起中学时期
放学的午后,
曾经是那么忙碌又多姿多彩的生活
无忧无虑
无论是学长会议后,
大家聚集在Mutiara一起用餐聊天等着时间一分一秒地过去,
还是坐在食堂,那仿佛永远都是我们的地盘的位子大声的说笑着,
还是星期六回到学校一起练舞的时间,
又或者是大家团结一致地“打击犯罪”时特别的时光,
今天这一点一点的回忆,似乎像着录音带般慢慢地在脑海里播放着
好怀念....
Today I'm taking half day leave, so called want to do assignment,
which till now oso I havent touch anything yet.
Oh yea. It due on today, and to remind me, it's 9pm now.
Im stunned yesterday..
Shudnt say yday, I shud say this week? or this month??
The impact is so great, n affected more than I expected..
I just dont know wth happened on me,
and wat's in my mind now...
Im stucked...
For everything..
Shud I say Ive ruined everything?
nah...
blame the stupid Msia gov, blame Spore gov,
blame the stupid recessions, blame USA for its sub-prime,
blame those stupid CEOS, blame the God Damn Societies la...
Fuuhhhh.....
放学的午后,
曾经是那么忙碌又多姿多彩的生活
无忧无虑
无论是学长会议后,
大家聚集在Mutiara一起用餐聊天等着时间一分一秒地过去,
还是坐在食堂,那仿佛永远都是我们的地盘的位子大声的说笑着,
还是星期六回到学校一起练舞的时间,
又或者是大家团结一致地“打击犯罪”时特别的时光,
今天这一点一点的回忆,似乎像着录音带般慢慢地在脑海里播放着
好怀念....
Today I'm taking half day leave, so called want to do assignment,
which till now oso I havent touch anything yet.
Oh yea. It due on today, and to remind me, it's 9pm now.
Im stunned yesterday..
Shudnt say yday, I shud say this week? or this month??
The impact is so great, n affected more than I expected..
I just dont know wth happened on me,
and wat's in my mind now...
Im stucked...
For everything..
Shud I say Ive ruined everything?
nah...
blame the stupid Msia gov, blame Spore gov,
blame the stupid recessions, blame USA for its sub-prime,
blame those stupid CEOS, blame the God Damn Societies la...
Fuuhhhh.....
Monday, 17 November 2008
Happy Birthday To Lim Kim Kim
Hapi Burfdei du eu...
Hapi Burfdei du eu...
Hapi Burfdei du Lim Kim Kim...
Hapi Burfdei du eu...
Lim Kim Kim,
dah lah 20 tahun hidup di dunia ni,
jangan lah masih 'act' macam babi, (i mean 'baby'.. hehe)
'drive' lah berhati-hati,
jangan takut 'auntie',
keluar dengan kami lebih lagi,
belanja kami makan banyak banyak kali,
mesti berjanji,
kami hati sejati...
Special for u lar..
I finished tat in 3 mins.. Geng??!!!
Ppl 1st time writing "malay poem" tim.. wahahaha...
Faster update ur blog on our malacca trip la.. ;p
Hapi Burfdei du eu...
Hapi Burfdei du Lim Kim Kim...
Hapi Burfdei du eu...
Lim Kim Kim,
dah lah 20 tahun hidup di dunia ni,
jangan lah masih 'act' macam babi, (i mean 'baby'.. hehe)
'drive' lah berhati-hati,
jangan takut 'auntie',
keluar dengan kami lebih lagi,
belanja kami makan banyak banyak kali,
mesti berjanji,
kami hati sejati...
Special for u lar..
I finished tat in 3 mins.. Geng??!!!
Ppl 1st time writing "malay poem" tim.. wahahaha...
Faster update ur blog on our malacca trip la.. ;p
Wednesday, 12 November 2008
I dont like to explain
I hate explainations..
I'll even get pissed off when ppl wan me to explain.
Especially when they already have the their mind wrong in the 1st place.
Cant they just stop guessing and asking??!
Can the GOD create some special for me to let ppl understd me by not explaining?!
I'm sick of it and I will NOT explain...
EVEN THOUGH UR MSG SHOWED THAT YOU HAVE MISUNDERSTAND IT!!
Just on how u do it and wat u wana do. Leave it to you.
I'm not sure whether u'll read this or not, but do think wisely and
stop pushing me to think tat u're a burden!
I'M TELLING YOU NOW, YOU ARE NOT!
But if u reli thk so, up to u.
I'll even get pissed off when ppl wan me to explain.
Especially when they already have the their mind wrong in the 1st place.
Cant they just stop guessing and asking??!
Can the GOD create some special for me to let ppl understd me by not explaining?!
I'm sick of it and I will NOT explain...
EVEN THOUGH UR MSG SHOWED THAT YOU HAVE MISUNDERSTAND IT!!
Just on how u do it and wat u wana do. Leave it to you.
I'm not sure whether u'll read this or not, but do think wisely and
stop pushing me to think tat u're a burden!
I'M TELLING YOU NOW, YOU ARE NOT!
But if u reli thk so, up to u.
Monday, 20 October 2008
变了?
曾经,
有一位朋友说:
“我看似和你很亲近,很好朋友,
但我发觉,我不了解你”
也有朋友曾说:
“你到底隐藏了多少秘密?我发现,
关于你的内心世界,我知道的不多”
我不知道我对某些人来说,是那么地“神秘”,
也不知道我如此会隐藏
更不知道从何时开始,我慢慢地淡忘了某种本领,
它叫“分享”
我的意思是内心世界的分享
我也不知道为什么,我就是懒得说.
因为,没有人帮得了我!
知道又如何?一起伤心吗?一起努力?
别傻了,你不但浪费我的精神告诉你,更让我“被逼”想起我的心事
我不喜欢当我努力的摆脱心事的困扰时,你就是要知道.
好了!那我告诉你! 然后呢?你听了还不是得跟我静静的想?!
U're just wasting my time and my effort of avoiding those unhappiness u understand?!
至聆听者,
请在你想要成为聆听者前,做好功课
对不同的人,要用不同的对的方式...
Dont simply do anything just to be a Listener.
You're not being helpful after all.
*ps: This post is not meant to anyone. It's just a thought of mine. Dont ever be offended.
有一位朋友说:
“我看似和你很亲近,很好朋友,
但我发觉,我不了解你”
也有朋友曾说:
“你到底隐藏了多少秘密?我发现,
关于你的内心世界,我知道的不多”
我不知道我对某些人来说,是那么地“神秘”,
也不知道我如此会隐藏
更不知道从何时开始,我慢慢地淡忘了某种本领,
它叫“分享”
我的意思是内心世界的分享
我也不知道为什么,我就是懒得说.
因为,没有人帮得了我!
知道又如何?一起伤心吗?一起努力?
别傻了,你不但浪费我的精神告诉你,更让我“被逼”想起我的心事
我不喜欢当我努力的摆脱心事的困扰时,你就是要知道.
好了!那我告诉你! 然后呢?你听了还不是得跟我静静的想?!
U're just wasting my time and my effort of avoiding those unhappiness u understand?!
至聆听者,
请在你想要成为聆听者前,做好功课
对不同的人,要用不同的对的方式...
Dont simply do anything just to be a Listener.
You're not being helpful after all.
*ps: This post is not meant to anyone. It's just a thought of mine. Dont ever be offended.
Sunday, 21 September 2008
Complaints.. sorry to say, Dr Chan
This is not the 1st time that I desperately feel like “PRAISING” the way Msia Gov work..
They always have HIGH efficiency and VERY systematic policy to SERVE the Msian..
In this post, I’ll ONLY shoot on the Transport part as I feels that this issue always affect me lots, especially my mood.
Sometimes I got so pissed off which can last me few hours from Spore to KL. I seldom got so so so damn angry of sumthing but when tat issue happening so close to me, I just cnt control.
Not to mention those that u al often will face, like:-
Time when we HAVE TO own the driving license, guess those terrible scenes are still FRESH in mind.. Waiting hours and hours for a simple test and stupid officer to cal your name and wait agn.
Of cz not to miss out the road( also the construction of buildings), I always hv this in my mind nt sure whether u guys hv it or not, I don’t know why most of the roads will always hv those “dark skin workers” working on to REPAIR by pasting and digging the roads. The strange part is that no matter how many times they REPAIR or how new the road is, there still always have this kind of construction going on.. V all knows those so called “construction” or “repair” take how long to finish.
I have “complaints” of driving on the road, let’s see our public transport services, our trains, buses, also taxi.
Let’s start with the best service (my opinion), the train. So far I find it no problem with our train services, cz I seldom take train as the stations are always miles far away from my house. Ha! That’s the problem, but not to blame the service provider as Msia gt nth much but the land. However, I did heard sum which I thk rumours from my friends, such as,
“ …. that monorail just stopped so sudden then only he realized that the monorail “senget” almost 45 degree from the usual 1…”
(I wonder wat happen to those in the monorail at last. Also I won’t dare to imagine if I’m 1 of the passenger.).
Also some of my own experience of the KTM, guess my friend, ms hy face it quite often during her tertiary edu period in Taylors. KTM is the only train (so far I’ve experienced) that need the longest duration for next train to reach. U can see the next train only comes after 20mins easily and I named KTM the aeroplane train.. Why I said so? Cz u’ll tends to “FONG FEI KEI” by our KTM where it says the next train arriving in 10 mins but end up u may only proudly see the train after 3 times of this reminder. It sounds ridiculous where u’ll get ffk by a train but it’s true. Haha…
Next, wanna know d way where u’ll definitely uncomfortable n unwell after u had a trip with? Answer is our Taxi.. I ever vomit after I got off from the taxi in KL.. Or at least feel like… many lil stars flyin ard my head??
Haha.. I duno why the taxi (Saga) are much lower than the normal Saga, I meant the seats.. Proudly to announce that Msia Taxi is the most SPACIOUS taxi I ever see.. Even China d cabs are much much better and systematic than ours. Also the charges are simply too… FELXIBLE.. U can easily charged 20ringgit for a short distance tat actually costs u 7ringgit.
There, we go to The public transport that v use most often, the BUS. Not sure whether u guys ever take bus from kotaraya the SO CALLED “terminal”, cz I can’t see any TERMINAL or even STATION at all.. They usually take more than 30 mins to leave the station cz wait and wait and wait. From kotaraya takes approximately 40mins to reach the bus stop near my house. But I used to take more than 1 n a half hour to reach the bus top cz the bus will keep on waiting n waiting for the bus FULL in 1st few bus stop and Forgotten to stop at ur bus stop.
The service provided by the bus driver in KL as compare to spore bus driver just simply… not even reach 5% of spore driver. U al should really try to take a short trip by bus in spore especially their driving skill also their manner on the road. Unlike KL, u seldom hear car horns along the road also won’t need to be frighten by the sudden stop. In spore, travel by bus sometimes even faster than drive as there are bus lane for most of the road in spore.
Another service of bus which I often travel with, the long distance buses, or some call “coach” of it luxury.. Of cz I’ve tried most of these coaches from the most frustrating level till the most satisfying level of mine. I always got CHEATED by those bloody malays in Pudu or Larkin buying expensive ticket for a lousy bus.
The worst bus I ever travelled by is BUS KILANG, neh.. 40 spoilt n dirty seats, smelly air-con, with the dark-skin passengers. I was cursing the bloody malay tat cheated me for 40ringgit for tat fuckin so called bus persiaran wor!
CNY 2008, the day when I back to spore, I bought the midnight bus ticket, 12.00am. I was waiting for the bus in Pudu terminal. While waiting near the platform, the staff announce tat v have to wait outside cz the bus won’t turn in, all ard 40 of us jz walk out to the main road abt 12. After waiting for another 30mins where most of us start to grumble abt the late arrival of the bus, the staff lead us to walk all the way to another place which nt so crowded but more dangerous cz it’s addi midnight and the road was not so “safe”.
It’s about 1.30, time where we finally see a bus turn in to the road. More than 50ppls in the road jz gather in front of the bus door hoping they can get a seat, just a seat in the bus. I felt like those illegal labor tat time, or mayb in India? I successfully got a seat which not so comfortable in the bus, den only told by the stupid staff tat the second bus is better than my current 1. ==''
My os tat moment,
“hm.. U al fucking delay 2 hours for tis bloody bus and summore tel me I shud wait for the 2nd damn bus, how could I b fucking so cool down to wait for the 2nd bus which I duno it will arrive when I’ve already fucking fed up with ur god damn Great service?!!!”
There are much more stories of my great experience of the great service of pudu n larkin terminals. I can’t finish my stories without at least 2 hours. However, despite paying the freaking price, I do enjoy some good trip. I ever paid 120ringgit (more than double of usual ticket) for a trip from spore to KL. The service provide by Odyssey coach, a coach where I really like it. Thou the pickup and drop off point is a bit inconvenient, but their service simply best. They have a bus driver and a Captain serve us in the coach of 25 ppls, there are blanket, small pillows, pulg point for laptop, wireless ntwork, small tv screen for every seat, meal and drinks. Once u raise ur hand the captain will come to u and try to serve u as he can. Not only the service in bus, there’re some drinks and snacks for u while u waiting in the boarding corner. If u miss the bus or reach the waiting point earlier, they’ll let u take the earlier coach if there’s an extra seat. Also they have a special seat in the bus for those who need to travel urgently.
Ofcz I dont require all the bus follow odyssey service cz I wont b able to pay so much for a simple trip to KL. But with a 40 ringgit, pls gimme a better, cleaner seat with function air-cond, and a bus tat arrive its platform punctually.
What the authorities actually doing everyday in their office or meeting? Why they just cant put in more efforts in working instead of involving themselves in those funny politics drama? These are the actual concern of peoples not reading the newspaper discussing who got caught or who should stay.. Perhaps they all only know sit inside the car n see how peoples surferring in traffic jam n so cz those authorities only sit inside the car driven by their "amat"... *sigh* please be more observant la.. oh no.. shud say, pls open ur eyes la...
Recently the interesting of politics in Msia getting more hot hot, wonderin whether I shud comment on those o nt thou I gt quite a few interesting ideas and comments on them.. I'm worryin that I might get caught to jail under ISA if I discuss those "sensitive" issues wor.. U al know al, only with some comments of their own, many ppl addi caught to jail.. Aiyer.. sked sked... Hehehe...
They always have HIGH efficiency and VERY systematic policy to SERVE the Msian..
In this post, I’ll ONLY shoot on the Transport part as I feels that this issue always affect me lots, especially my mood.
Sometimes I got so pissed off which can last me few hours from Spore to KL. I seldom got so so so damn angry of sumthing but when tat issue happening so close to me, I just cnt control.
Not to mention those that u al often will face, like:-
Time when we HAVE TO own the driving license, guess those terrible scenes are still FRESH in mind.. Waiting hours and hours for a simple test and stupid officer to cal your name and wait agn.
Of cz not to miss out the road( also the construction of buildings), I always hv this in my mind nt sure whether u guys hv it or not, I don’t know why most of the roads will always hv those “dark skin workers” working on to REPAIR by pasting and digging the roads. The strange part is that no matter how many times they REPAIR or how new the road is, there still always have this kind of construction going on.. V all knows those so called “construction” or “repair” take how long to finish.
I have “complaints” of driving on the road, let’s see our public transport services, our trains, buses, also taxi.
Let’s start with the best service (my opinion), the train. So far I find it no problem with our train services, cz I seldom take train as the stations are always miles far away from my house. Ha! That’s the problem, but not to blame the service provider as Msia gt nth much but the land. However, I did heard sum which I thk rumours from my friends, such as,
“ …. that monorail just stopped so sudden then only he realized that the monorail “senget” almost 45 degree from the usual 1…”
(I wonder wat happen to those in the monorail at last. Also I won’t dare to imagine if I’m 1 of the passenger.).
Also some of my own experience of the KTM, guess my friend, ms hy face it quite often during her tertiary edu period in Taylors. KTM is the only train (so far I’ve experienced) that need the longest duration for next train to reach. U can see the next train only comes after 20mins easily and I named KTM the aeroplane train.. Why I said so? Cz u’ll tends to “FONG FEI KEI” by our KTM where it says the next train arriving in 10 mins but end up u may only proudly see the train after 3 times of this reminder. It sounds ridiculous where u’ll get ffk by a train but it’s true. Haha…
Next, wanna know d way where u’ll definitely uncomfortable n unwell after u had a trip with? Answer is our Taxi.. I ever vomit after I got off from the taxi in KL.. Or at least feel like… many lil stars flyin ard my head??
Haha.. I duno why the taxi (Saga) are much lower than the normal Saga, I meant the seats.. Proudly to announce that Msia Taxi is the most SPACIOUS taxi I ever see.. Even China d cabs are much much better and systematic than ours. Also the charges are simply too… FELXIBLE.. U can easily charged 20ringgit for a short distance tat actually costs u 7ringgit.
There, we go to The public transport that v use most often, the BUS. Not sure whether u guys ever take bus from kotaraya the SO CALLED “terminal”, cz I can’t see any TERMINAL or even STATION at all.. They usually take more than 30 mins to leave the station cz wait and wait and wait. From kotaraya takes approximately 40mins to reach the bus stop near my house. But I used to take more than 1 n a half hour to reach the bus top cz the bus will keep on waiting n waiting for the bus FULL in 1st few bus stop and Forgotten to stop at ur bus stop.
The service provided by the bus driver in KL as compare to spore bus driver just simply… not even reach 5% of spore driver. U al should really try to take a short trip by bus in spore especially their driving skill also their manner on the road. Unlike KL, u seldom hear car horns along the road also won’t need to be frighten by the sudden stop. In spore, travel by bus sometimes even faster than drive as there are bus lane for most of the road in spore.
Another service of bus which I often travel with, the long distance buses, or some call “coach” of it luxury.. Of cz I’ve tried most of these coaches from the most frustrating level till the most satisfying level of mine. I always got CHEATED by those bloody malays in Pudu or Larkin buying expensive ticket for a lousy bus.
The worst bus I ever travelled by is BUS KILANG, neh.. 40 spoilt n dirty seats, smelly air-con, with the dark-skin passengers. I was cursing the bloody malay tat cheated me for 40ringgit for tat fuckin so called bus persiaran wor!
CNY 2008, the day when I back to spore, I bought the midnight bus ticket, 12.00am. I was waiting for the bus in Pudu terminal. While waiting near the platform, the staff announce tat v have to wait outside cz the bus won’t turn in, all ard 40 of us jz walk out to the main road abt 12. After waiting for another 30mins where most of us start to grumble abt the late arrival of the bus, the staff lead us to walk all the way to another place which nt so crowded but more dangerous cz it’s addi midnight and the road was not so “safe”.
It’s about 1.30, time where we finally see a bus turn in to the road. More than 50ppls in the road jz gather in front of the bus door hoping they can get a seat, just a seat in the bus. I felt like those illegal labor tat time, or mayb in India? I successfully got a seat which not so comfortable in the bus, den only told by the stupid staff tat the second bus is better than my current 1. ==''
My os tat moment,
“hm.. U al fucking delay 2 hours for tis bloody bus and summore tel me I shud wait for the 2nd damn bus, how could I b fucking so cool down to wait for the 2nd bus which I duno it will arrive when I’ve already fucking fed up with ur god damn Great service?!!!”
There are much more stories of my great experience of the great service of pudu n larkin terminals. I can’t finish my stories without at least 2 hours. However, despite paying the freaking price, I do enjoy some good trip. I ever paid 120ringgit (more than double of usual ticket) for a trip from spore to KL. The service provide by Odyssey coach, a coach where I really like it. Thou the pickup and drop off point is a bit inconvenient, but their service simply best. They have a bus driver and a Captain serve us in the coach of 25 ppls, there are blanket, small pillows, pulg point for laptop, wireless ntwork, small tv screen for every seat, meal and drinks. Once u raise ur hand the captain will come to u and try to serve u as he can. Not only the service in bus, there’re some drinks and snacks for u while u waiting in the boarding corner. If u miss the bus or reach the waiting point earlier, they’ll let u take the earlier coach if there’s an extra seat. Also they have a special seat in the bus for those who need to travel urgently.
Ofcz I dont require all the bus follow odyssey service cz I wont b able to pay so much for a simple trip to KL. But with a 40 ringgit, pls gimme a better, cleaner seat with function air-cond, and a bus tat arrive its platform punctually.
What the authorities actually doing everyday in their office or meeting? Why they just cant put in more efforts in working instead of involving themselves in those funny politics drama? These are the actual concern of peoples not reading the newspaper discussing who got caught or who should stay.. Perhaps they all only know sit inside the car n see how peoples surferring in traffic jam n so cz those authorities only sit inside the car driven by their "amat"... *sigh* please be more observant la.. oh no.. shud say, pls open ur eyes la...
Recently the interesting of politics in Msia getting more hot hot, wonderin whether I shud comment on those o nt thou I gt quite a few interesting ideas and comments on them.. I'm worryin that I might get caught to jail under ISA if I discuss those "sensitive" issues wor.. U al know al, only with some comments of their own, many ppl addi caught to jail.. Aiyer.. sked sked... Hehehe...
Sunday, 24 August 2008
期待...初
我们的故事重新编辑,我们的第二次。
我们都变了。
不知从何时的我,没感觉了?
所谓的甜蜜,羞涩,尴尬
没了
变越来越认真的你,让我感觉到负担
是我变了
我变得太快了,
我看得太阔了,
我有很多的梦想,期待,
等着我去实现,去发掘
我知道你并没有停下,
你一直在追,看着前方的我,
你拼了命的想在我身边陪着我,
但,你不能
是我不想等待,我等腻了
我知道我对不起你,
你等待的远远超过我,
对不起,我没时间
你期待的,我也办不到,
可是,我不想放弃
为什么?
你们可以说我贪心,
我就是放不下
我很感激,也很感谢
现在的我还没有放弃,
我们还有可能吗?
我们都变了。
不知从何时的我,没感觉了?
所谓的甜蜜,羞涩,尴尬
没了
变越来越认真的你,让我感觉到负担
是我变了
我变得太快了,
我看得太阔了,
我有很多的梦想,期待,
等着我去实现,去发掘
我知道你并没有停下,
你一直在追,看着前方的我,
你拼了命的想在我身边陪着我,
但,你不能
是我不想等待,我等腻了
我知道我对不起你,
你等待的远远超过我,
对不起,我没时间
你期待的,我也办不到,
可是,我不想放弃
为什么?
你们可以说我贪心,
我就是放不下
我很感激,也很感谢
现在的我还没有放弃,
我们还有可能吗?
Thursday, 21 August 2008
To Lion Lim.. wahaha..
Happy belated birthday...
Wish you hav a great year for the 20th year of yours...
Sorry for not making your bday so "grand" like previous years..
Hope you enjoyed it on the Friday..
It's really a busy period for me since July even til today...
Thanks for the present..
How to say.. My Parents like it a lots..
My mom trying her very best to fight it from me n my dad praise tat as well..
Hahaha...
Wish you hav a great year for the 20th year of yours...
Sorry for not making your bday so "grand" like previous years..
Hope you enjoyed it on the Friday..
It's really a busy period for me since July even til today...
Thanks for the present..
How to say.. My Parents like it a lots..
My mom trying her very best to fight it from me n my dad praise tat as well..
Hahaha...
Sunday, 10 August 2008
Happy Birthday to Daddy!!!
Monday, 16 June 2008
Special for You.. Yinly... 20080616...
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Happy Birthday to you..
..... 最美丽的千金 .....
20th jor la.. Dai gor lui la..
Dont laugh at my video a..
I tried many times jor geh la..
Hope u reli enjoy the Scarlet nite..
Also hope you'll enjoy your 20th bday celebration this year..
Lup u to the MAX!!! Hahaha...
Happy birthday ; Frenz forever!!!
*ps: I lup the 1st pic very much lo..*wink*
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
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