Joee in the Wonderland~

Yeah.. The title seems familiar huh?
"Alice in the Wonderland"
Anyone watched it before?

For those who have not watch it,
let me have a brief intro abt tis "movie"..
Its actually a cartoon..
A girl, named Alice...
1 day, she dreamed... ... ... ... ...
-The End-

Hahaha...
go watch la.. thou I thk its kinda boring..
I watched it when i was in primary school..
And so far, its d most boring cartoon tat i've ever watched.. hahaha!!!

Anyway, let ZOOM into my main topic for today!
The main reason abt me mentioning "Alice in the Wonderland" is bcz...
Dream!
haha..
I had many dreams recently.. the weird 1 ofcz..
It mayb suits my personality, as...
Most of my dreams are:
weird, illogical, complex!!
(I thk if i can write down everyday morning wat my dream abt, I can probably write a book d)

For d dream today:
宋世万and Elise of 珠光宝气,
鲍爸和巧-妈咪（溏心风暴），阿好，阿庆of 溏心风暴之家好月圆,
my firm geh big boss(Head of Directors), Mr AP,
and of cz me..

故事发生在混乱的争夺战之中，
镜头带到去一个大家庭，家好月圆的成员都在梦里，
但我们并不是做月饼的，而是像珠光宝气一样，是大公司老板的儿女
包括小女... XD

话说有一天，镜头马上调到一个隧道中，我在驾车 (是Mercedes CLK, 没看到车牌, No 4D)
车里坐着阿庆
忽然，我们的车被随后的车撞，
我和阿庆马上弃车而逃，随后追着我们的竟然是宋世万!
他因为公司倒闭，生意失败而向我们报复！
（镜头只带到我们在惊慌之中看到他的脸!）

回到家的我们，马上告诉鲍爸和大家
我们马上彻夜逃离，只见鲍爸驾着Estima，
我上车后就做在最后面，回头看，
我们的家就是我Tmn Kok Lian 公公的家，
接着阿好穿着西装牵着Elise的手也上车坐我隔壁，
紧接着一些人也坐进来了,
我们一直往后看，眼看着一些骑着Harley Davidson 的人越来越多，
一直围在门口前，
妈咪因为身体不好，走路缓慢而被他们阻止了出来，
我们一个个都很着急，一直到人群实在太多太多，
鲍爸就说，‘来不及了，我们得走了’
大家都流着泪地转向前，随着鲍爸的车走了

镜头此时忽然来到老板，Mr AP 的Office...
此时的他是鲍爸的弟弟，只见他一脸阴险地微笑着，
原来一切都是他造成的
是他害得宋世万一无所有，清家当产
-醒了-

Actually AP is not bad guy looking at all..
He's very very very friendly lo..
Duno y he bcame d bad guy here.. weird..

Again.. I din go work

Yeapz.. I din go work agn..
Sienz...

No motivation dy lu~
Now I prefer to stay at home rather than work...
D routine when I din go wrk...
Wake up early noon, go pasar...
Buy vege n meat... den...
COOK...
stay at home.. study, watch tv, online~
SO damn relax!
hahha
Like a "Si Lai" lo~ Hohoho

Luv it Luv it!!

My ClubBing Season!!!

OMG...
Im soooo on to clubbing recently...
Ever since my 2nd date with Ms Diana,
I've been clubbing in both KL n Spore!!!
Almost every weekends!!!
The most "tiring" part as :-
In KL, I'll hv to make sure everyone home before me,
so i'll normally reach home abt 4am, den only i can take shower and sleep!
While in Spore, Its DIFFERENT!
I'll be pulling by Ms Diana and changing different places in clubbing thru out the night,
and she will only ALLOWS me to go home aft 4 or 5am!!!
I'm so on for alcoholS recently,
tequila (Diana's fav), Chivas (seems to b the only clubbin alcohol i'll get in KL),
magaritaS (bth KL n Spore), and Red Wines (agn, Diana's fav)
I'm almost immuned by all these...
Poor thing... (for myself)
I'm lack of sleep, lack of rest, lack of good skin, tummy showing up, not enuf clubbin clothes..
Im nt sure I shud SIGH or GLAD abt these...

Its bad for my parents knowing me lack of so much things.. ofcz, the most important thing tat I'm lack of is...
MONEY $$ MONEY $$!!!!!

Coming up next...

HAWAIIAN NIGHT
Dinner n Dance for Yeo-Leong & Peh LLC 2008!!!
Stay tune as ur fren, me, JOEE was wearing a WHITE DRESS for the night...
n~ ITS DEEP V!!!
It was a great night after all..
Ofcz, my clubbingS after the Dinner..
that causing me reach home just 30mins ago! Cant even make myself coming back KL...!
Also, a MAN is sleeping on my bed now.. WHY??!!!
Its in next blog on " HAWAIIAN NIGHT "... Im waiting for pictures~

The Wine Nite

2 more months to "finished" my 2nd year in Singapore...
During this 2 yrs, I admit that I din really explore Singapore that much..
I shud say, I'm still very very very new for the places in Singapore.
Coz.. I dont "explore" this place also I dont find Spore an interesting place to explore.
It ends up where most of the ppl who is trying to direct me the location that I wana go facing their difficulties in explainin.
This incident again, happened to me and lawyer, Ms. Diana Chin, who joined my firm not long ago.
She ended up with suggesting me to ask anyone whom I thk know where the place it is. haha..

That's wat happened on yesterday:...

I went back office early in the morning to clear my works.
Usually there'll be jz a few ppl in office on Saturday, jz so coincident where Diana came back to work tat day as well. We had a few conversations and I jz duno y she suddenly feels like dating me out for drink. Okay.. I did told her tat I love to drink.. but her invitation reli surprised me. Lawyers in my firm are very "arrogant" or I think too high on them. So I dont thk there'll hv any lawyer wan to hang out vf secretary as my firm is well-known on politics playing + gossips..

The place that we actually planned to meet is a place where most of the Clubs and Pubs located.
The Clarke Quay.
I'm a typical traveller in Spore where in case I got lost and end up taking cab by paying more, I would rather choose not to go too far from the MRT. I wont go places located further than 1.5km from the MRT Station.

I spent about 10mins walking blindly searching for the cafe so called "Coffee Club nearby the main taxi stand".. Ok.. I nvr heard of Coffee Club..1st.. and 2nd.. Walao eh.. So damn lots of taxi stand lo.. most taxi stand oso gt coffee club nearby de la..(i thought it was just a cafe where she name it as coffee club)

" Sorry, uncle. U know where's the taxi stand gt coffee club 1 ar? "
" U wan go the pick up point or drop off point? "
" Huh? Sorry a.. Not sure eh.."
(msg Diana, 'Hey, u're at the pick up point or drop off point?')
(replied: 'Main taxi stand. Ex-MOS') ( MOS = Ministry of Sound. Was d hottest disco )
" Uncle, u know where is ex MOS?? "
" Har? MOS? Closed down ady lar.. U turn right, walk across the tunnel, den..."
" O? okok.. thx.."

After "cross" the tunnel, 'weh? Weird weird de leh.. So quiet de meh'
" Sorry ar.. I wanna ask where's the ex MOS a?"
" Oh, MOS a? U go inside the tunnel, den walk straight to end until u passed the 2nd bridge. Again walk to end...."
" What?!!! I jz came frm the tunnel side den u say gona go back agn? U sure o nt?! "
" *smile* Yes I'm sure.."
" Thanks den.. "

[T.T] Wtf.. Nvr ever ask old man for direction.. It reli a long long tunnel and long way to the 2nd bridge.. I spent abt another 20mins by running to the 2nd place.
Then finally I reach the Clubs side.. But... WHICH ONE?!!
She told me she's havin dinner jz right beside the taxi stand.. But.. haiz.. So hell lots stands...
I simply try here and there for the taxi stand.. Finally, I saw her!!!! Thanks GOD!!!
* If she's not a lawyer + she's quite pretty summore, I'll definitely show face + bu shuang lo..*
(even though she duno that I'm tat NEW to Spore)
All my mood for Clubbin gone the moment I starts my RUNNING part.
I was sweating and thirsty, but the stupid waiter just cant see my hand waiving all the times which almost drivin my nerves to burst!
* again, if not bcz of Diana plus she brought quite a handsome guy with her... I cnt imagine wat wil happen*
They finished their dinner and Diana brought 2 of us to...(forgot the name of tat Club)
She's really a clubbin kaki lol.. She know almost all the clubs and ofcz knowing lots of people as well.
We open on a bottle of red wine. I'm stil a "quite cool + seldom go clubbing" de naive lil good gurl tat time.. Hehehe...
We finished d 1st bottle den Diana ordered for the 2nd cz her frens coming to join us.
I was quite impressed by her social skill (mayb most of the aged Spore female like tat also) cz her frens are whites, blacks, asians... I thk that she... really... GENG!
All of us jz chatting, dancing... (Flirting?? Hehehe.. Shhh) Then Diana thk of changin place to a club named LunaR.. haha.. Is with the "R" word.. It's a Chinese Disco playing all chinese songs..
I dont reli like it cz I knew there'll be lots of LALA inside also those uncles.. haha.. But since my "Dai ga Jie" say so, the lil girl gona follow her no matter what.
Then I dont realised from where pop out a Ireland man, and bcome my partner(?).. I cnt reli recall wat happen n how it happen, he jz beside me lo. haha.. So 4 of us, excluded the handsome guy Diana brought at first, Daniel, headin to LUNAR as our 2nd round. He promised to join us later as Diana insist on him to TAKE CARE of me.. hahaha...
The Ireland man paid the cover charge for both os us. I thought Diana's pair was the same. But just found out today that she actually paying the cover charge for herself. Her guy reli SUX lo!
The moment I stepped on Lunar, I feel nothing than sien cz of those uncle songs that they were singing, is a band singing. Both me and the ireland man had Magarita for us. Anyway, after 2 bottles of red wine sharing by only 3 of us equally, I did drinks quite lots which makes me feel bit .... HIGH.. Haha.. So I dont reli care wat songs they were singing and jz DANCE! hahaha..
It's quite a enjoyable night and interesting as well.
At least I'm stil able to adapt to the Clubbing culture in Spore which is a bit different from wat I did in KL. I really feel the adults' style of clubbing. But somehow, I can finally understand why abortion is so common in Spore.. hahaha...
1st, quite numbers of handsome white or asian face I found than in KL,
2nd, the club dont close sharp at 3 like KL, cz u wont feel HIGH or desperate when in KL they jz on the lights and stops the music. for me, tat kinda annoying and not so proper way in CHASING ppl.
Well, i wont talk much on wat happen to me and the Ireland man and the handsome guy.
Cz it's a bit.. too long for this post.. haha..

Conclusion,
I like Singapore Clubs, its SAFE, ENJOYABLE, INTERESTING, QUALITY of people is much BETTER.
But!
I would prefer on KL where... I can drive myself home which I myself feel safe in tat way. Also I'll control myself. Also... KL is much cheaper la!!! hahaha...
I know taxi in Singapore is safe.. I jz dont like being fetch by people whom I duno especially when I know that I'm not so concious in protecting myself.
I was a lil bit over my usual limit on drinking during clubbin yesterday. I thought I was going to vomit and get drunk. But stil.. haiz.. Neither of them happened. Aiks...

Am I being too "Hard"??

Once upon a time, there was one told me that I'm a very "hard" people..

To be exact, should say when I talk, I will only express what I want to tell and never take in what people's feeling. She said I'm harsh and sometimes, it's hurtful...

I'm hard as in I dont take in people's feeling and advice. In another way, should be "hard neck"(硬颈)?? After my own "fan xing period", I came out vf a conclusion..

Perhaps I am.. As in ignoring people's feeling when I'm expressing my own ideas and opinion. I think I always come out with a different comment or opinion that it might sumtimes make the people not-so-happy with my "talks".

After a long while, I came out with a solution, I try not to express myself so much and try to listen what people say.. In the end, I failed.. Tat so called 'solution' only last for abt 1 or 2 weeks i guess? haha... So sorry for that and at last, I go back to the origin Joee as before.

Still, a better slightly improvement of that time was... I sensed better of people's 'dislike' of me. But somehow, ........ so wat?........ heck care.. as long as I do my work u do ur work... Dun lah cum n disturb me loh... But... is tat wat I wan?

I do realised that socialise is a very important skill required especially if u're working in office. N I do feel that my "ren yuan" is not so good bah.. However, I dont reli feel like changing myself for that.. I dont like it..

Should I reli change? Or I should remain the same like wat I'm doing now? Ignore all the facts that I sometimes is a very fussy people to be working with?

Just now, the gurl who answer a Q of : " do u thk i'm a 难相处的人??"

After she gave me the answer exactly the same as once upon a time that people told me, she said, " U mayb not a good person to work with, but perhaps u're a good fren?"

I'm not sure is dat consider as some sort of consolation "prize" for me..

How do u al think?? Do u thk i'm a 难相处的人???

* I've addi recovered from high fever.. I'm finally a healthy work lady again.. Thumb up for me.. ;p

OT???

Work..
From 9am to 11pm.
15 hours!!!
lunch? 30mins..
So, to be more accurate, it shud be 14 and a half hours..

HooRay!! Break my record of staying late in Office..
My previous record was... 10?
Hahahahahaha...

Tired.. [T.T]

G.Night!

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Any one interested to work in Spore or any of your fren interested to work in Spore,
pls tel me..
I'll arrange the interview for u... :)

* Dear friends..
I'm bucking busy for this week also the coming few weeks, as I'm now the so called most senior in my Dept now.. Of cz stil below my manager, but somehow, that old fatty aunti is soo blardy devastated.. She know nothing than to received those uncles and auntis calls and jit jit jit like no one know that she's talking NONSENSE over the phone! Ofcz, she's manager, she can do WATEVER she want.. ohyea.. just ignore the gurl sitting behind her, ME, work from 9 am in the morning till 10pm night just having her lunch at 12pm to 1pm. Dammit, she still can joke with me before she pull her butt away from her chair at SHARP 6pm as follow,
zarah, the old fat aunti(OFA),
"Hah, finally it's 6! U just started your filing? Still got many to go?"
Joee, "(smile) Yea.. I just started... ..."
OFA, " Oic.. Nvm la! U can do it! U can multi-task ma.."
Joee, " ... ... (tried very hard to jit a smile for her) haha.. yea lo.. multi task..."
OFA, " okla.. I gonna go la.. I ... my house ... my mom ... "
Joee, " ..........."
I would rather not have this conversation cz it might cause me to buck her off at last..
Lucky my EQ high enuf.. If not tis aunti's head will surely into her ass liao!

F**KinG EmbarraSsing Nitez..

It was my so called 1st day OFFICIALLY start class la..
Dont ask me, I duno how to explain to u al..

Today is freaking busy for my work cz I not just doing my own work,
but also guide n teach the gurl who came just 1 week ago..
Not only that, I still gonna entertain the "EVERYTHING URGENT" department,
General Litigation Dept that liars with those accident cases, tort cases, probate matters, divorce matters, etc, even during my lunch hour, I attended to their calls more than 3 times n doing their God Damn URGENT documents with my mouth tryin to 'chew' the rice asap...
They expect I do work during my lunch hour but how abt them?! Stupid dum dum!!!
U thk I only work for u a? Not that u pay me salary also!!! I'm hired to do BANKING stuffs but NOT ur GENLIT dum dum stuffs lo!!! Dun gek chan me, wait til 1 day I fat din I'll definitely throw those URGENT files on ur dum dum head!

Thought can leave on the dot (6pm) so dat I'll hv plenty of time to buy sum snacks to cls Cz I know that my gastric wont let me off so easily if I dont eat by 8 n hold til finish class (10pm)...
I bought a hot milo, 2 pieces of toast, 2 half boiled eggs.. (I finished it while waiting for my toast to be served. Wonder y they take so long time for 2 slices of thin square bread..)

During the class, I felt sumthing wrong vf my stomach.. I knew gastric's coming after me soon.. I quickly drink the hot milo which I put hopes on it that it can hold or beat my gastric..
Sadly, it fails.. Even I send the toast into my stomach to help hot milo.. I still feel the gastric pain getting stronger n stronger caused me to sit in a very weird pose to cease the god damn pain.. However, I managed to hold myself until the end of class cz I know clearly in my mind, no one can help me.. As I said, the worst part of being alone is when u need help, u know very well that NO ONE can help u..

After the cls, I thought I can hold til I got home n get a good rest.. Very obvious that tis gastric pain was NOT caused by food cz I had toast n hot milo, also my meals all taken in time.. Guess it's just stress or lack of rest? Bravely hop into the MRT which soon caused the most embarrassing moment of my 18 yrs life.. FYI, it takes 47mins from Dhoby Ghaut (my college) to reach Yew Tee (my house)..

After I got into the train, I regret.. I wonder those sporean all so keen of work or wat.. It's addi 10:15PM n the train stil full of passengers.. Ok.. I'll just take tat as USUAL.. There r a few god damn zi za geh spore teen, noisy chicks, talk so loud beside me while my PALE face ADDI showed every1 dat I'm not feeling WELL lo.. those 8 po zai make me feel very annoying n fan.. and u know whn u stil hv to bu shuang, u tend to take in more oxygen n space to balance ur body.. But sadly, not only the space is getting lesser, more ppls coming in so the oxygen also decreasing!!!

I started to feel cold n lack of oxygen in my brain that I knew it's gonna happen again!!! I was so terrified cz I know it's goin to be another.. nightmare...... back to somewhr ard Feb.....
There was a morning I almost faint in the MRT cz lack of oxygen.. I felt very uneasy n unwell, my face starts sweatin n it's all cold.. My legs bcome strengthless n I know if I'll just let it be, I'll faint any minute. I'm not gonna let myself faint juz like dat, I keep telling myself,
"Hold it, Joee.. Hold!! U can do it! Just a few mins.. Hold! No1 beside u.. Hold!!!"
There are stil 2 more stations to go, but I know it's gonna reach my limit, I decided to step out the nxt station, I know i'm not gonna make it til office..
The doors opened, I stepped out! Just 3 steps I walked out from the door, I fell.. I sit on the floor n my legs were strengthless... I cant even stand up.. I felt that I'm spinning once I stand up.. A few ppl came n tried to help me, but being rejected by me.. After 10mins of resting, I'm alrite n was able to continue my journey to work..
This time is even worse, I'm not only having cold sweat, but my whole body was sweating.. in cold.. I feel like vomittin, I'm dizzying, gastric, even my hands were like, cramp?
I know I'm goin to faint or vomit anytime.. Even thou I told myself to b cool, hold, hold, n hold.. But I stil have another 30 mins to continue on the journey.. I know I cant make it tis time.. I've got no choice but to wait desperately for the lovely doors to open for me to step out from the train..
3..2..1... FINALLY!!! 3 steps after the train door opened, I fell..again.. Quite a number of people came to me n ask me sorts of Q, wat I rmb was... I jz keep shaking my head n hardly waived my strengthless hand n say thanks, no...
Then, 2 gurls at last successfully help by holding me beside them to the bench n help me sit on it.. I cant even sit straight on the bench n need them to hold me.. Aiks.. Another guy went to seek for the Station crew for help.. N there come the most most most embarrassing part of my 18yrs of life so far I've been.. At 1st, I ONLY saw a lady holdin a medical box n apply sumthing ard my neck, my head n my "tai yang xue"... After tat, I saw sumthing tat reli makes me thk tat those ppl who lookin at me during my 'sit on the floor' de act is not the most embarrassing part but definitely the coming 1...
The MRT crew got me a WheelChair!!!!!!!!!
Oklo.. They al reli win liao.. I wont deny that I cant even stand by myself, not to say walk down the long staircase or escalator.. But it's reli reli reli fucking KUA ZHANG to let a 18 yrs old teen to sit on a WHEELCHAIR to reach the lobby lo!!!
Okay.. During the time tat the lady was 'helping' me.. There are a few trains stopped to let the passengers off, so.. I wont wanna thk abt it anymore..
Aiks.. End up I was being PUSHED til the taxi stand OUTSIDE the MRT station, to the ROAD n got a taxi stop right BESIDE of me n the driver went off from his car n thought of KEEPing the wheelchair in his car boot... Aiks...
Wat to say..

Advice by Joee.. Strongly emphasis..
Please take care of your own health.. Do NOT stress!!! Always RELAXxxxx!!!

Sshhhhhuuu....

*quiet* sshhhh....

Curi-curi post the 2 lawyers' photo here..

The 'yeah' 1 is MY, Margaret Yeow, refer to my frenster blog.. or previous blog..

The another 1 with purple hair band geh is HP, my IDOL!!!

Reli admire her til max lol...

ps: They definitely look much better in real than in photo.. Hahaha...

A tiny increment...

As u al know I'm working in a legal firm now.
This firm is not a big firm tat own thousand workers n located in it's own building yet my firm is nt so small tat only own a few workers n have to rent a small office to operate.
FYI, my firm is located at Tanjong Pagar, the CBD area, so called central area of Singapore.
We rent 3 levels of all 30 floors the Monetary Autority of Singapore Building..
My firm have about 200-250 numbers of employees working with them.
1 of the firm partners is the wife of MP in Spore, heard tat he's quite senior in the Parliament.
In another way, shud say I got myself a "iron rice bowl" job here.
For me, this is the largest n most standard system of business management I ever worked for.
When I 1st joined, there are abt 20 lawyers in the firm, thou now left only abt 13 lawyers, (my firm is short of lawyers, siapa can recommend? Gt incentives de neh..), but it stil consider quite big dy lo..
The above just a simple intro about my firm.. Is nt gonna relate much for tis post.. Hahaha..

As the title stated, I got a tiny increment.. I dont know othrs big firm oso gt tis kind of style or wat..
It's reli a tiny increment bt yet, I appreciate it la..
Tis is nt my 1st increment.. I find it very weird with d amt they actually gv in my increment,
not to hide from u al, it's 75 SGD..
speechless?? It's actually an amount agreed by the BIG BOSS n my manager who now needs me more than anyone do.
I thk I did mentioned a few times tat my colleagues leavin 1 by 1 after they worked for abt 3 to 5 yrs here.. now, left me n my manager.. also sum new gurls who cant actually work independantly.. they're just 1 few weeks started to work..
So in some circumstances, my manager have to 'tie' me with some attractions.. ie, increase my salary..
Frankly speaking, I dont mind work more even take over all their portfolios, bt definitely i cant do it alone.. I've been praised for many times from different people for my humble working attitude, willing to learn, willing to increase of my work load and also a fast learner.
I promised my manager every month tat I wil nt leave the firm ever since Feb.. Why?
Cz from tat month, my colleagues started to gv her their resignation letter 1 by 1 til tis month. each month 1.. So now left me, n her.. A 1 yr experience geh me + a 11 yrs experience but forgot everything geh lady.
Sadly, she 'tie' me with the 75SGD... I was happy cz i got increment, but sad of the amt tat she offer.. It's embarrassin.. But somehow I heard from d others, 75 consider a good rate.. My colleague did hv a 20 bucks increment for her year end increment.. Lucky for me cz tis is jz a extra bonus, n I was told tat I stil entitled for the year end increment + bonus.

So my prediction is, my year end increment wil b another 75dollars AGAIN!
Jia You n Happy Working in BIG FIRM lar, Joee.. Ha Ha Ha...

My Happening weekends..

Ever since I back to work, most of the colleagues were entertained by my 'sexy' voice..
Even my HP tat long time din hv interaction vf me..
She smiled after she heard my duck voice..(the very licik smile!)

Tat's wat I've sacrified for the Saturday nitez.(Scarlet)
It was a great n happy nite for me, mayb for all of us..


13June:
I'm back from SG.. Reached KL at 2, thx mummy fetchin me at d late nite.. Lup u..
Sleep at 4am wait for my hair to dry..

14June: (noon)
Wake up at 12. Accom mummy to 'see house'.. den.. comment here n there bout d house, den..
Got brief by d house agent n bank loan officer.. den.. there go d 5k for deposit..
In d age of 19, I've got myself into a debt of 550k..Well done..

(nite)
CLubbin!!! Lup lup lup!!!

(midnight) 2am to 6am
After sent hwem n ann back home, km accom me to hy's house. We chat tong siu.. Hahaha.. Reli enjoy lots! After an exciting night, a pillow talk between gurls is reli interesting... We talk on many topics, ofcz those are secret lo.. Sorry for not revealin our topics.. Haha..

6am in d morning:
Send km home n pass her d video clip.. I reached home abt 7.. Where I saw my mom sittin at sofa.. She did not turn on the light.. Let herself sit on the dark room.. I was like,
"owh shit! Gonna get scolding liao!!!"
I took a deep breath, act like nothing, turn on the light n walk to her, with my heart pumping in such high frequencies, slowly n softly I asked her,
"Why dont turn on the light? Wake up so early? R u ok? Cant sleep?"
She answered me in very low volume whr I cant get her at all. Anyway, doesn't matter..
Here the Climax coming,
my mom said,
"Why now only come back?... U... "

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"... U remember u promised me to.......




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... to write the letter to my boss regarding my EPF matter? I need to gv my boss later... Also I think ho, abt the house ar......"


=.=''' After I finished draft the letter for her...
I went took shower, den went to pasar vf her n v took breakfast.. While we were havin our breakfast, she went to buy some biscuits for me to bring back SG, also duno where she found a stall sellin bra n she thought of buy me 1.. =.='''

Speechless rite? Tat's my mummy.. The very unique 1.. U'll nvr beat me for having such great lady as your mom.. She'll always boom u with surprises! I rmb when I went the Loft den I got drunk, the next day she brought me to MidValley n bought me a dress.. Hm.. Wat to say?? Tat's my mom!

I told her every interesting parts abt tat nite.. She said she wanna see our pics tat nite.. I asked her, "Do you thk I got many Leng Lui friends? She answered, "Yea.. I also thk like dat.. But why u're not like them a? .. Oh I know! Cz u're like ur dad, looks, action, thoughts, charac, even body shape..." Aiks.. Her usual answer.. T.T... Cant she jz praise me a bit??

At last, I didn't sleep til my way back to SG.. There ends my Happening weekend...ciaoz..

Sorry~ Jz ignore tis if u wish to..

Okay.. Not sure how many of u know that there're 2 women in office used to affects me lots now.. But now left only 1, the very important 1.. She's a lawyer, named Pearl.. Ho Pearl (HP)..
She's older than me 18 yrs, not to mention how old is she.. ;p
Those that I admired muz hav a important part that attract me lots, that is : PRETTY...
No doubt, she is.. pretty.. Shud be, CHARMing..
So, I was attracted by her at first sight.. (ps: not fall in luv)
Thk I did mentioned bout her in my friendster blog..

She taught me some legal knowledge regarding my job now.. At least until tis second, I still appreciate what she's been teaching me all these times..
Ofcz, she had some drawbacks too.. People used to comment her, : Stubborn, mad woman, strict n so on.. She's a bit like, ah hah! the "witch Yoo Hee", in a korean drama..
She's single and available, but she smoke.
She scold ppl like shit, bcuz she expected d ppl could hav do better than wat she got in her hand.
She would only get pissed off when ppl not doing THEIR job well.
She wil gv u sweet smiles when u tel her or discuss vf her bout her fav, Korea show, Korean artists, etc., her jjh, Rain, n those man man d Korean actors, her fav!! Small eyes 1 la.. Haha..
She can work from monday to saturday and restrict herself works more than 12 hours per day, but bcuz of her fav Korean show, she force herself to rush back on time 6.20 everyday so that she could catch up her show on time.. Cute hor??

Somehow I thk, how great if my life is going to be like hers in d future.. Jz duno y I admire her so much likes no others.. Haha.. She do know that I admire her, n she even thks that she's a SUPERSTAR.. O, she'll never lose in debates.. Her Eng is FUCKING excellent.. Also Damn fluent.. She can boom out those "flower" words from her sweet mouth makes u stared at her vf ur 2 round n big eyes...
She wont care how ppl judge her by listening to her " flowerish" eng with those fuck, hell, shit, damn...... Sometimes I have to face those passengers in MRT vf a sorry face when we were "discussing" something that drives her into an extend whr she suddenly comes out with a sentence, a cantonese sentence: " 关你麽烂事?!" Then, all those ppls in MRT jz stare at me like I de zui her.. In fact I was jz mayb asking some Qs or having sum normal conversation ONLY... U'll know how cool my IDOL is if u get to know her..

Okay, the reason I wanna say SORRY to her is bcuz:
Today, like usual, we walk together to MRT n go home, v hav not much topics to talk abt n she happened to ask me how's my study.. ( She did asked me a few times b4) I'm quite afraid when she ask me tis Q, cuz everytime she'll end up scolding me like shit.. So, with some experience b4, I answer her Qs quite carefully, sumtimes i din even answer her in whole.. Nah! There she started bu shuang d.. She thks those answer I gave her shows that I was not serious and care about my study AT ALL.

HP: So how's ur study?
Joee: So far, oklo.

HP: So, did u managed to meet ur "real" law lecturer?
Joee: Yea..

HP: So, how do u find him? What's his highest qualifications?
Joee: Ok ler.. Huh? Who cares?

HP: What?! How u know whether he qualify enuf to teach u?
Joee: Huh? If he's not qualify, he wouldn't b lecturer d wat??

HP: Is that how a 19yrs old thinking?? Dont u thk it's important to know lecturers... bla bla bla... ...
Joee: ... ... ...

(Silence for abt 2 mins)

HP: I thought d last time u told me was u were doing some research and assigns?
Joee: Yes, I'm still doing it..

HP: So u dont need to go sch n juz doing those? ( vf a "kan bu qi" me de face) When u hv to pass up those (rubbish)(she thk)?
Joee: Tomoro I'm goin to sch.. 16 May.

HP: So u're saying that u wont b meeting ur lecturer til 16 May?
Joee: Yes. The lecturers are busy with those who taking exam now..

HP: (frown) Dont u thk u been paying such big amt of money n the lecturer jz arrange d time schedule as he like n it's so f**king sh*t wasting of time? jz bcuz of others are having exam? dont u thk he shud hav do something abt that since he's being paid to teach u al??
Joee: I din't know of this arrangement...(hang on awhile)(shit, cannot say i duno, she wil shout) until... i signed on d agreement n went for my clss..

HP: (raise up her volume) What? U're wasting d f***king 20K...... (signs of geting pissed off soon, cooling herself..ing) So what hav u been doing til now? Did u read/study any of ur text books?
Joee: (I knew she dun like my sch n d course i took, so I din dare to tel her I not yet get my text books) Yes, I did. I did read up some topics of d books.. Jz find that some topics I cant understand.

HP: (cooled down, d only ans that is ok for her since jz now) okay, so what u did for those topics that u dont understd?
Joee: (after thk) I check on net, search for those cases and others relevant info bout d topics?

HP: So aft u checked out those, do u reli understd all those topics?
Joee: (afraid she ask me d details of those topics n cases) yes, most of d time I do understd aft check out. jz still got some I stil cant understd, d cases sometimes a bit complicated.

HP: where n how did u checkd for those case?
Joee: hm... hm.. jz search on net lo.. check out d "story" of d cases..

HP: (frown again.. shit) U know how to read law report meh? U understd those cases?... (again she repeated those Qs)
Joee: (was trying to explain but duno how to explain) ... ... ...

HP: (pissed off) U're jz f***king wasting ur dad's $$ n for me, u're jz not being serious on ur study AT ALL loh.. jz stop ur course n ask for refund! Tel u wat, either u reli work very very very hard for a 1st degree honour which only graded even lower than those "lala" uni, else u jz find out other courses to study... ... ...
Joee: ... ... ... I did tried to work hard for it. I'm studying n learning d way......

HP: Mayb u did, but it's not enuf loh. U know what, everytime I talk to u bout tis, I'll get reli disappointed vf u loh. I feel like I'm more gan jiong than u in fact I'm not d 1 who study n pay for that......you made me so disappointed... fed up vf u...wasting $$... forget bout take up law... ... ...

It's her stop, she gtg.. She still so pissed off vf me when she walked away, I saw her still keeping her forehead wrinkle n mumbling... At the moment, I jz feel like whack my head to d MRT.. I reli feel proud of myself to make my Idol got so angry n fed up vf me.. Speechless.. For d entire 20mins journey, I jz keep on thinking..
At d end, what I got was jz..

Joee, u're such an idiot, being so useless, n stupid!

Vacancies~ Siapa nak kerja di Singapore with Joee??

FYI,
my dept hav another 2 gurls tender together AGAIN!!!
Haha.. Why do things recently happen again n again huh??
So, from the dept of 8s, the 3s of my team have gone duno to where eating grass,
2 newies came but 1 of them was acting crazy being "asked to leave immediately",
now another 2s are leaving.
The 2s who leaving are, a senior staff(Officer) and the new gurl..
Thus, my dept left my Manager-(Fat Zarah), Executive-(No-Face-Given WeeKa), Going to be Officer-(Soft June),
lastly, the lowest position among my team, Joee, ME!!! cz no title,no promotion,new comer, haha..
Cnt wait to see who's d nxt new comer replacing my "title".. Hahaha...
From 8 to 5, it seems like EFS Team that being described as "hav wind behind us while walking" is getting worse for d image.. Maybe til~ "Owh, EFS a? So what?"



Anyway, we still enjoy the "best benefit" of all d colleagues who work here..
EFS pay: Say high not high, but definitely wont b d lowest.
EFS manager: Say best not best, but she's among d top 3 best manager who wil fight for u. (Not fight with u)
EFS facilities: D best of all, we do hv internet access, DELL full set latest desktop, big table, many many empty shelves
EFS colleagues: It's depends.. Among d team member, I got no comment. But overall, most of d colleagues like us lots, especially the 8 uncles(wil intro to u guys when free).. Haha.. Cuz we sit nearby them.

So?
Wat d hell r u waitin for~(linkin park)
Any1 interested, pls contact me or leave me a comment~
Hohoho... I'll follow u~ (p)

The Honour of Success!!!

The 1 vf blue shirt is my mdm boss, she's a lawyer.. N 1 of our winnin prize is to take pic vf her.. Haha.. Lame~
Start the new year with... ... .. Lou Sang!!! lou ar lou~ lou ar lou~ Hohoho... A threat from my manager.. Zarah.

Work worK woRk wOrk.. It's all abt WORK!!

It's not a good sign when I use tat word as title..

After u work (office), U'll understand why..

I've been passed thru d busy life since back from new year cuz of WORK..

From the CNY decorations, resignation by Executive of my team, visiting his (so called) BIG House(terrace) in

Singapore, his farewell, his last day, Huiwem n her bf's trip to Singapore, Celebration for winning 1st prize of our dept CNY deco...

The wording is actually draw by me alone.. Hehe..

All these happened within d 2 weeks time after I "enjoyed" my holiday back from KL.. Conclusion, that were d busy 2 weeks.. N today is d last 3rd day of d 2 weeks, n i gonna be prepared for resignation of d 2 colleagues who work in d same team vf me.. Hm.. U muz be thinkin how cum so many resignation n so many ppl in my team meh?

As i told sum of my frens before, my team concluded of 4 people who are Kelvin (Exec tat ady resign n start his new life in engineering industry), Alicia (my neighbour), Frances (d plastic Tan) n Me.. n we are all in d dept named EFS dept tat formed by my team n another team of 4 ppls, included my manager. So, use ur smart brain n thk, since my exec hd addi resigned, left 3 ppl in my team, d 2 girls are going to resign TOGETHER by today. So who else left?? Haha.. D great accurate answer is ME!!! Hoho.. "Congrats Ms Chong, u've achieved d best in tis team cuz of d absent of other competitors!!"

Anyway, that was not d best beat of me, the big big trouble that I've caused by MYSELF during d period while I was writing this blog was even great beat n caused me to DEATH!!! WTF! Anyway, the great work I did was--->> I send an email which contain of a lil kind of gossip to my BOSS wrongly!!! The email was like dat:" She's going to ask cg to replace u!!!" yea.. Mayb til now for u guys u din thk it's tat serious.. Jz to hv a lil of elaboration of tis email,

cg=my BOSS best fren, I was trying to tel Alicia(who has pass her tender letter to my boss jz now) that my boss is goin to look for her best fren to replace her place n for tat moment, my boss has just asked "cg" for joining us SECRETLY n d conversation was accidently heard by me!!!

D moment she turned to me n asked me:" what's that??" n she actually showed me d email that I've ACCIDENTLY sent to her! I was like: !! Oh my Gosh!! What have I done??!!!

All my teamates were actually laugh at me n worry for me.. Fuck me!! I's God Damn Hell clever n daring to do that!!!

I think tis 2 weeks is going to be my worst 2 weeks after I've worked here.. N now I'm going back home n take a sharp knife n kill myself immediately!!!

A day before going back to HELL..

It's 3:40am now..
I din sleep, not I cant but I dont want..
Again, the same "symptoms" on the night before go back to Singapore..
Hard to describe the feeling yet depressed.
So fast, I've stayed in KL for a week.. D only word I can say is hurry!

I remember I scolded my mom when D night I reach KL, rush to fetch vern, hw, n hy to Bar Club, reach home about 5 cuz went to Titiwangsa enjoy our(Vern n me) McDonald breakfast after fetch hw n hy home.
Wake up abt 10 d next day, sent hw to work den go pasar vf my mom. Went shoppin vf Vern n Kim at noon, reached Vern home bout 10. Mahjong time!! Til 4 in d morning only go home.. So hardworking..=.='''
Wake up abt 5 in d noon, mom nt at home, tat moment i thk she addi gv up liao.. Felt guilty.. Again, sorry mom.. So i decided that nite I wont go out til too Morning only go bek! Tat's y I went out vf my "jimui" gang, which is my yam cha gang. Went to hartamas square. Go home bout 2.. Nvr sleep tat night even thou I reach home EARLY, I on9 duno for wat reason til d nxt morning, din sleep n wake my bro up to go skool.. My mom shocked when she see I'm at living room so early in d morning.. She got nth to say..
Promised hw to fetch her to Damansara Heights thr for casting.. After few hours turn here n thr looking for d damn house, n we got into d wrong way summore, we gave up n there goes my petrol.. Got no whr to go den hardly found sum1 to accom us for d dinner, cw.. Haha.. Went Pavillion to meet them, shoppin til 5 den gonna prepare for d nxt round, sing k vf Vern n Kim that suppose started at 6.. D goddamn traffic system in KL so "smooth" til i feel like add 2 papan at d side of my car n jz fly like dat.. Hw n me got crazy inside d car n we laugh like crazy for nth.. After a tough fight, reach Vern house abt 7 liao. d moment we reach K box sg wang is addi 8.. We, 3 ppls, sing liao 7 hours non stop til 3am.. So damn sleepy..
Forgot wat i did on tuesday.. n those following days i addi wrote on previous articles.. So, for me everyday's so busy n packed.. Tired dou.. Busy dou..
In contra, let me tel u guys how my life gonna be when I'm in Sin.. Wake up in d morning n go for work, wait for d lunch time, wait for fong gong.. Aft that stay at office chat vf collegues til duno wat time, depends.. Go home bout 8 o 9, da bao dinner, eat, watch tv awhile den sleep.. Hoho.. How is it as compare with my life in KL?? Thinking I will have 2 diff personalities?? Yea.. Guess I'm gonna hv that...