Remember..me?

K,
It's more than a year since we talked to each other..
How are you lately? I miss those moments where we were holding glass of Whisky and biting snacks...
You told me stories, updates, history, and all kind of funny stuffs and hardship you been through.. lol..
I told u how I feel about them.

At night, just both of us..

I thought I'll never get used to the life without you.
You're still the most important people in my life, the most influencial one.
and you know by doing this, you hurt me, and of course, her..
Throwing the responsibilities to us, you went ahead for your dream.
I was doing a good job, but I know I'm no longer doing it.
It's hard to keep acting whenever people mentioned about you,
pretending its just nothing to us, pretending everything's just fine
while people may not be able to know that when we were smiling, our hearts are bleeding

I've been tough, life still goes on.
Soon be able to live for my own. 
But by the time, do I still be able to accept you as how we were..
I dont know.
The moment you lied to me, you should have expected that I will not be able to accept you anymore.

Your shadow is getting brighter n brighter till I almost missed it till sometimes people might darken it by mentioning you to me.
You made me hate answering and they made me hate you by asking about you.
I'm glad that I no longer cry in the middle of the night bcause of u,
I'm glad that I'm no longer afraid to dream about u,
I'm glad that you no longer take me as who I was supposed to be.

Forget it, forget me.
I dont miss you, I'm Forgetting you..

P