Sorry~ Jz ignore tis if u wish to..

Okay.. Not sure how many of u know that there're 2 women in office used to affects me lots now.. But now left only 1, the very important 1.. She's a lawyer, named Pearl.. Ho Pearl (HP)..
She's older than me 18 yrs, not to mention how old is she.. ;p
Those that I admired muz hav a important part that attract me lots, that is : PRETTY...
No doubt, she is.. pretty.. Shud be, CHARMing..
So, I was attracted by her at first sight.. (ps: not fall in luv)
Thk I did mentioned bout her in my friendster blog..

She taught me some legal knowledge regarding my job now.. At least until tis second, I still appreciate what she's been teaching me all these times..
Ofcz, she had some drawbacks too.. People used to comment her, : Stubborn, mad woman, strict n so on.. She's a bit like, ah hah! the "witch Yoo Hee", in a korean drama..
She's single and available, but she smoke.
She scold ppl like shit, bcuz she expected d ppl could hav do better than wat she got in her hand.
She would only get pissed off when ppl not doing THEIR job well.
She wil gv u sweet smiles when u tel her or discuss vf her bout her fav, Korea show, Korean artists, etc., her jjh, Rain, n those man man d Korean actors, her fav!! Small eyes 1 la.. Haha..
She can work from monday to saturday and restrict herself works more than 12 hours per day, but bcuz of her fav Korean show, she force herself to rush back on time 6.20 everyday so that she could catch up her show on time.. Cute hor??

Somehow I thk, how great if my life is going to be like hers in d future.. Jz duno y I admire her so much likes no others.. Haha.. She do know that I admire her, n she even thks that she's a SUPERSTAR.. O, she'll never lose in debates.. Her Eng is FUCKING excellent.. Also Damn fluent.. She can boom out those "flower" words from her sweet mouth makes u stared at her vf ur 2 round n big eyes...
She wont care how ppl judge her by listening to her " flowerish" eng with those fuck, hell, shit, damn...... Sometimes I have to face those passengers in MRT vf a sorry face when we were "discussing" something that drives her into an extend whr she suddenly comes out with a sentence, a cantonese sentence: " 关你麽烂事?!" Then, all those ppls in MRT jz stare at me like I de zui her.. In fact I was jz mayb asking some Qs or having sum normal conversation ONLY... U'll know how cool my IDOL is if u get to know her..

Okay, the reason I wanna say SORRY to her is bcuz:
Today, like usual, we walk together to MRT n go home, v hav not much topics to talk abt n she happened to ask me how's my study.. ( She did asked me a few times b4) I'm quite afraid when she ask me tis Q, cuz everytime she'll end up scolding me like shit.. So, with some experience b4, I answer her Qs quite carefully, sumtimes i din even answer her in whole.. Nah! There she started bu shuang d.. She thks those answer I gave her shows that I was not serious and care about my study AT ALL.

HP: So how's ur study?
Joee: So far, oklo.

HP: So, did u managed to meet ur "real" law lecturer?
Joee: Yea..

HP: So, how do u find him? What's his highest qualifications?
Joee: Ok ler.. Huh? Who cares?

HP: What?! How u know whether he qualify enuf to teach u?
Joee: Huh? If he's not qualify, he wouldn't b lecturer d wat??

HP: Is that how a 19yrs old thinking?? Dont u thk it's important to know lecturers... bla bla bla... ...
Joee: ... ... ...

(Silence for abt 2 mins)

HP: I thought d last time u told me was u were doing some research and assigns?
Joee: Yes, I'm still doing it..

HP: So u dont need to go sch n juz doing those? ( vf a "kan bu qi" me de face) When u hv to pass up those (rubbish)(she thk)?
Joee: Tomoro I'm goin to sch.. 16 May.

HP: So u're saying that u wont b meeting ur lecturer til 16 May?
Joee: Yes. The lecturers are busy with those who taking exam now..

HP: (frown) Dont u thk u been paying such big amt of money n the lecturer jz arrange d time schedule as he like n it's so f**king sh*t wasting of time? jz bcuz of others are having exam? dont u thk he shud hav do something abt that since he's being paid to teach u al??
Joee: I din't know of this arrangement...(hang on awhile)(shit, cannot say i duno, she wil shout) until... i signed on d agreement n went for my clss..

HP: (raise up her volume) What? U're wasting d f***king 20K...... (signs of geting pissed off soon, cooling herself..ing) So what hav u been doing til now? Did u read/study any of ur text books?
Joee: (I knew she dun like my sch n d course i took, so I din dare to tel her I not yet get my text books) Yes, I did. I did read up some topics of d books.. Jz find that some topics I cant understand.

HP: (cooled down, d only ans that is ok for her since jz now) okay, so what u did for those topics that u dont understd?
Joee: (after thk) I check on net, search for those cases and others relevant info bout d topics?

HP: So aft u checked out those, do u reli understd all those topics?
Joee: (afraid she ask me d details of those topics n cases) yes, most of d time I do understd aft check out. jz still got some I stil cant understd, d cases sometimes a bit complicated.

HP: where n how did u checkd for those case?
Joee: hm... hm.. jz search on net lo.. check out d "story" of d cases..

HP: (frown again.. shit) U know how to read law report meh? U understd those cases?... (again she repeated those Qs)
Joee: (was trying to explain but duno how to explain) ... ... ...

HP: (pissed off) U're jz f***king wasting ur dad's $$ n for me, u're jz not being serious on ur study AT ALL loh.. jz stop ur course n ask for refund! Tel u wat, either u reli work very very very hard for a 1st degree honour which only graded even lower than those "lala" uni, else u jz find out other courses to study... ... ...
Joee: ... ... ... I did tried to work hard for it. I'm studying n learning d way......

HP: Mayb u did, but it's not enuf loh. U know what, everytime I talk to u bout tis, I'll get reli disappointed vf u loh. I feel like I'm more gan jiong than u in fact I'm not d 1 who study n pay for that......you made me so disappointed... fed up vf u...wasting $$... forget bout take up law... ... ...

It's her stop, she gtg.. She still so pissed off vf me when she walked away, I saw her still keeping her forehead wrinkle n mumbling... At the moment, I jz feel like whack my head to d MRT.. I reli feel proud of myself to make my Idol got so angry n fed up vf me.. Speechless.. For d entire 20mins journey, I jz keep on thinking..
At d end, what I got was jz..

Joee, u're such an idiot, being so useless, n stupid!