Summary of Wretch...

Hm.. Thanks for u guys (currently 3 ppl) de support..
So I'll post sum previous article for u guys..
Just realized that Wretch has joint d Yahoo group, my ID lost!! Argh!
Now i can only view my blog as a viewer but not owner.. Hate..
Hope I can get back my Wretch ID...

Wake up abt 5pm today, my mom din wake me up cz i thk she know I'm kinda busy n tiring aft these days went here n thr.. Went to sing 7 hours K yesterday vf Vern n Kim.. We think tat's worthy to pay 40 for dinner buffet, n free flow of snacks n drinks.. Syok!! Went to carrefour vf my mom n sis then, I registered my whole family's number into postpaid, n also PAID 200.. Finally I "fulfil" my mom's "wish" after more than 6 mth my mom been asking me for doing that.. Haha..

After read sum of my old articles, feel like those just happen y'day.. sigh.. Gettin older.. Gosh!
There're total 42 articles in my wretch blog. But I'm not gonna post all of those in here as I said, sum of them are private blog which i stil dun thk wanna "reveal" them to anyone yet.. Haha..
But d very early blog i wrote was in Chinese.. So for those who duno chinese, Sorry lo.. Hehe..

D first blog i posted was on d 2nd day of February 2006, titled "我的天空今天有点(灰)..." (My sky is grey today...)(Nt sure abt d correct english translate).. So embarrassing.. That's the first thing pops on my mind aft readin.. Haha.. Not gonna post that cz a bit sensitive..

嗯...
现在已凌晨３点了，刚和爸爸聊天，
谈了许多关于我的学业和将来。
其实主要是我即将要出国的事情吧！
这是一种安排，
一个我认为一直都是即将来临的未来，
因为爸从小就灌输我将会出国读书的意识，
所以我也觉得那是理所当然的事。
只是那从小就这么认为的事都是那么遥不可及，
但现在就要实现了,
虽然说那只是一年后的事，
也不能说快或慢，
就当作是一个心里准备吧！
现在的我还在挣扎着，迷惑中，
总感觉现在好不现实，好梦幻...
可能不是太敢相信自己的梦想快实现吧！
律师耶！
好假的感觉...
就是一种一旦放弃就失去和浪费了自己的时间和金钱吧！

多方面的压力让我喘不过气，
也逼着自己闯过去。
因为大家都说只要过去了，就会有好事等待着我们，
所以大家也是这样熬过来的。

其实我真的很想现在就去伦敦，
让我体会这些苦日子，
也让我学习更多的语言和人物。
但是我也必须学会如何去离开我的朋友们，
人总会变，也会忘记，
我必须学会如何去放开，不再执着..
就此我知道了一点，
就是不让自己放太多的感情和依赖在每一件事或每一个人身上，
那我就不会受太大的伤害了！
对吗?

朋友啊，
这是自私？
还是一种保护自己的想法啊?

This is d blog titled "安排..."(Arrangement) posted on 19thFeb2006, my third blog...